More of the same

Life has been quite like a revolving door or like a merry-go-round with no happy dad waiting for you while you turn.
Why kids are so fascinated by merry-go-rounds?
You see things again and again,same things.
If you look to the wood horse you are riding you see a steady world and you feel like a warrior, but when you look ahead you keep seeing the same, that is, the real world.
Then the merry-go-round stops and you won't believe you have to buy another token to go back there and see things all over again.
Life can give you that repetitive desilusion for free.
Maybe it is time to try the pinball machine and recognize I am too old for merry-go-rounds...