Future lovers hide love inside their eyes

As we drive along this road called life, occasionally a guy will find himself a little lost. And when that happens, I guess he has to let go of the coulda, shoulda, woulda, buckle up and just keep going...
So many roads. So many detours. So many choices. So many mistakes.

Sorry!My mistake!

Maybe our mistakes are what make our fate. Without them, what would shape our lives? Perhaps if we never veered off course, we wouldn't fall in love, or have babies, or be who we are. After all, seasons change. So do cities. People come into your life and people go. But it's comforting to know the ones you love are always in your heart.
Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous.

The question within

Well,the first question is the language to post here. Most people I love speak portuguese, the language I love and live in immersion is french and the so-called universal language is english.
So, let's keep it the way it comes out of my mind.
This blog is intended to be a kind of confession corner, since the quiet silence and loneliness haunting me sometimes here can be noisy enough to keep me from expressing what I feel.
Feels like I'm turning into someone else, not myself, to the point of not being recognized for the ones I love the most.
That's why I am here, to express the real "me".